upset and wide open

assalamualaikum

now already 1 a.m im just take my bath and switch my lappy n blogging
while eating some junk food...hahaaah

im very upset with him, sumtime i feel like wanna kill him,.. but as a muslim i cant do it. u know y? he think he gorgeous and great person... pliz look ur self in front of the mirror.
pliz control ur self dont make other people..(fill in the blank)
no wonder u have a lot of frenz ... suck man i dint believe and realize it..

from my opinion ur a best frenz and will make me smile. and after a few month ago i need to foerget u...because that problem n i dont y? y u said like that.. ur word still dance in my mind.im really disapointed with ur decision. then after a few hour and days have a men n i dont know who is he. that very very penyibuk n wanted to know what the between i n u. ohhh suck.. i got a wrong new frenz.. and i realised that person was using me to make i go away from ur life... from that time i will maki maki die puas hati time tu......now i dont know where is he maybe die or else....haHAHAH ...

and until today im try to forget all about you. but i cant. but i try my best.
i want we become frenz again..sob sob sob hehehehe
then a couple week ago have 1 person was add me on FB.... seriously i dont know who the person.. im just asking " who r u?"s usual no answer ok...and terus said tq add me... dlm hati hanya blh ckp giler ape bdk nie die yg add aku...die plak yg ckp tq.. nk mkn maki ape?...hahaha
then from day to day i get the info about the person.,,.,. n now i alreay know that person want tackle person that i like....hua hua hua but it a old story..

without any shy and embrasement. i just ask ....u n dot dot is very close or not..
and blah blah blah....then the person still want a love from dot dot dot...but from my investigation it very difficult to grab the heart...i n new frenz become a close frenz....i will pray to u...hahahahhahh n now i know bout ur atitude is very bad even ur work and hr department. u make other people crazy towards u. urm.,....im only wai tt n see what u doing...urm...

but whatever u do im still miss u n love u....huhuuhuhuhuh